Some
25 years ago I was in the midst of a rough patch in my life. I remember
sitting in the audience of a musical program put on by the Good News
Community Church Choir as they sang a song on the theme of “Leaning on
the Everlasting Arms.” That message resonated deeply with me and I
closed my eyes and prayed “Yes, Lord, I need to lean into your arms. I
am not strong enough to get through this on my own.” No sooner had I
lifted that silent prayer than I felt real, physical arms surround me
and pull me over into a loving embrace. I let myself relax into that
embrace, marveling at how quickly and powerfully my prayer had been
answered. I did not open my eyes to see whose arms God had used to
answer my prayer until the song was over. I looked up to find that it
was Fannie Campbell, one of the loving matriarchs of our little church
community, a woman who had a known her share of sorrow and heartache and
had been strengthened by it rather than having become bitter. Many
times have I revisited the memory of that prayer so beautifully and
lovingly answered.
Bob
and I are making the final leg of our holiday travels today, returning
home after two weeks in which we have spent time with many of the people
whose real, physical arms have embraced us and served as powerful
expressions of God’s care for us during these past four months. Our
souls have been nourished with love, laughter, and play while our bodies
have been nourished with good food and rest. Revisiting places that
have been important to us in Cleveland, Columbus, and Washington, DC
have helped Bob to re-collect precious memories. While Bob still has
quite a ways to go to having his memory fully restored, visiting the
homes, churches, and restaurants that have provided the context for
events that have shaped who we are was a powerful and healing experience
for both Bob and me.
We
now return to a home that has been undergoing a transformation while
we’ve been away. A crew of painters has been busy scrubbing away the
mold and mildew that had been growing unnoticed on the woodwork
throughout the lower level of our house, and putting a fresh coat of
paint on the part of the house where Bob’s spends much of his days. We
look forward to an environment that will support continued healing and
the work that both Bob and I find so meaningful. We covet your continued
prayers and blessings. These have sustained us through this frightening
and miraculous journey.
-Megan
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